Deviant, adj.:

Never ever believe in love, for it is the slowest form of suicide. It is the same as jumping off a cliff, cutting your wrist with a blade, or stabbing yourself with a new sharpened knife. It does give you nothing but pain and agony. And the ecstasy you think you're feeling, in fact, is just a product of your own desperate and vivid imagination.

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There's no such thing as love. And even if there is, what is it good for? Absolutely nothing. It leaves your heart out in the open, making it a piece of cake to break into tiny pieces until all the debris is finally gone with the grey wind of melancholia. Love is a thought, not an emotion. Therefore, you should not take it and make it as the center of your life for the reason that emotions ruin everything. They raise the tendencies of you being predictable, vulnerable and breakable. You need to keep in mind that your brain must always be stronger than your heart. You have to act and to be tough and that you can love yourself just by yourself. Because time will come, it's just you and your shadow against the world. No one will be there to save you from something. Nobody will give a fuck. Purely nothing will ever be lovely, you'll see.